ChewSoft - Think and Create

The Primitive Package

2009-03-12T04:04:00.000+08:00

I just reinstalled my Windows XP.

Now it is going to be running top notch. While it installs some of the vital updates for the system I will do some blogging.

Anyway, I haven't been blogging for so long. I promised to install a tagboard into my system but I drag and drag and drag.

It's like a basic preparation procedure after a year. The computer will slow down significantly and I will be able to notice it. This is what's good about software, when they get old and bulky, destroy them. Unfortunately, we can't do this kind of "Destroy and rebuild" procedure on the tangible things.

The I.T Fair approaches. I am intending to buy a 1 TB 3.5 self assembled external HD. Yes it will have to come along with an external power supply, technically. My budget plan is $100 to $200, preferably $150.

Today I went to visit Digipen. It wasn't supposed to be today, but since I am there, I guess it will do. Here are the facts, the school just started on on last september. There is a total of approximately 63 students. In other words, 2 classes, 1 class for each course. The place is very ULU! I lost my way there. IMO, Digipen, not matured yet, but I will have to see what happens after I come out from NS.

I have finally changed my phone from a Nokia ??? model to Nokia 5800 ExpressMusic. It comes along with Youtube, GPS, Touch Screen, Facebook, Internet Browser, Wifi, Camera, and a lot more I guess. It was funny sometimes, I didn't want it in the first place. So let me tell you a story. That day dad came home. I was at my computer, as usual, typing away, or playing some dota game. Then he dump that box onto me and said "You can see if you want it". End of story. =) Funny right? Basically, his mobile phone plan comes along with a annual $500 voucher. So every year, he will have "the ability to change his phone". But since he is not so nerd, he believe that new generation phone is more suited to youngers like me. And so he gave it to me as a gift. It wasn't with any occassion.

I haven't been blogging such long blog post for so long already. Either I am damn free, or I am wasting time. =) I am in debt when it comes to personal projects. So many ideas, yet so lazy to implement them.

Anyway, I am going to end it off here. My brother is going to show me resident evil 5 on PS3. It comes along with 2 player!

To reach the goal.

2009-02-21T02:45:00.000+08:00

Choose a path
Move according to that path
Overcome any obstacles, no matter how big they are.
Reach your destination.

Didn't blog for so long but I finally did.

Was resting straight for like 2 days after 2D animation submission.

Now even SIMP exam is over.

Time to get back on my feet to do some REAL work.

Had a look on GAMBIT test today and did 1 to 3. Tomorrow I will complete 4 to 5.

I laid out the plan for ImagineCup. I guess it's good although it's a little bit drafty. I will have to work on getting all the features in. =)

Maybe after I done my ImagineCup prototype and GAMBIT and MGDE is over, I will make plans to complete existing personal projects. =)

I am amazed by my own capabilities when I can produce good things in just 2 working days. Judging from the current speed I am heading, I need to buck up and catch up with the fully charged speed.

Improve or become worse. That's it.

Rotting Maggots

2009-02-05T03:32:00.001+08:00

After being asked to assist in a Information System project, I found myself plagued with "Retardation" and my brain couldn't come up with quick fix for the problem.

I think that has to do with having too much game programming. My brain is already "reprogrammed" to think in terms of game design and technically everything about games.

Well it wasn't a bad thing, but I was just a little bit afraid of abilities that I used to possess in the past. I don't want to lose them!

Still, it's reassuring to think about how I used to stumble upon game programming while now I can make a simple game within a day!

It's like switching from one dimension to another I guess. Naturally, use it or lose it. I haven't been programming windows application for a long time so I think that could be one reason why I am "aging".

From this idea alone, I think of a new concept for an experience system in any RPG game. We have multiple skills. Unlike all other RPG games out there, this concept is such that any skills not used within a specific time limit will start to degrade (Drop in level).

Another concept of an experience system is what I call the "Progressive Experience System". Most suited for MMORPG games, this system track and average the mean of all players in order to implement a dynamic experience table. Meaning there is no MAX level, only HIGH level. Just like the modern world, there should always be an opportunity to catch up with any other HIGH level characters in the game. It's an "N-shape" graph. The weak will gain more experience, the strong will gain average experience and the strongest will gain little experience. However, if you slack, you fall behind the system. This will definitely add competitions and replay value for all players. However, this is just a concept.

I see rewards? haha

2009-02-01T05:43:00.000+08:00

So MGDE is near completion. As usual, the finishing product is always exciting and so full of potential.

I got an IMBA Microsoft mouse and mouse pad from my classmates as my birthday gift. To be honest, I am overjoyed! To think those are just the perfect things I need after having spent hours working with a lousy mouse and a dying mouse pad. It was pure agony. So much words of unsaid thanks!!!

BTW: Don't ever get Razer mouse. The brand is just a brand. My previous one broke down in just about 6 months or less. (Left click spoiled, Scroller having rubber problem, plus the sensitivity is not really good (IMO).)

My friends come my house play today. Quite fun lal. Dad say they look like kids. Haha, I didn't shoot him, but I believe they are "Kids" because they are still quite "Angelic". No smoke, no sex, no drugs, no nasty stuff, little dye hair. Good ppl lal. To put it simple, haven't gone bad, not havoc.

Power nap?

2009-01-20T01:42:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: On the speed

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Introduction

The great Scene Class has been completed by Hong En.

Tomorrow shall work on SIMP. Wednesday work on MGDE. Then Thursday is ending planning. Most probably reserved for ImagineCup.

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Location Link up

House - School

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Major event / Accomplishment

House:

-Completed the great Scene class.

School:

-Worked on the great Scene class.

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Things I have discovered:

-Power nap. Say 1 hour. Enough liao. Wake up chiong somemore.

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Reflection

I can feel myself warming up liao. I am in the right motion and I am working my way to completing the task. It's like a torrent. Torrenting and completing bit by bit until 100%.

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Zhao.

Stronger please

2009-01-19T01:08:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: Half in half out

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Introduction

I missed a blog post yesterday. =.= I'll make up by keeping to my blogging habit today. Anyway, I think if I blog more my brain will become better. Cause using the brain more.

I have completed some task, but not all. I accidentally procrastinated a bit cause I was checking out QR code. I should really stick to my task from now on and complete them quickly. Make haste. I really need.

-Genie <-Done!
-Power up Center <-Done!
-Scene Class <-NOT YET!
-Make sure I can get from Scene 1 to Scene 2 <-NOT YET!
-Find better particles to shoot <-NOT YET!
-Get a better user interface. <-NOT YET!
-Make sure there is sound when the user kenna attack. <-NOT YET!
-Game over screen <-Done!
-Start game screen <-Done!
-Story screen <-Done!
-Win game screen <-Done!

ImagineCup

-Render tiles on the screen <-Done!

-Make sure I can use tools to interact with the tiles. For a simple start, change a polluted tile to a non-polluted one when I interact with the tile. <-not yet! going to forget about it and work on other assignments first

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Location Link up

House

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Major event / Accomplishment

House:

-Completed very little stuff.
-Only touched ImagineCup today. Played games.
-Don't have lots of time cause I woke up late.

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Things I have discovered:

-QR Code, it's fun, geeky stuff.

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Reflection

In order to secure small, you must set a time span and you must complete small within that time span.

Next week SIMP and GDEV close shop, I must really chiong.

I am thinking of getting an weekly exercise plan. I need the stimulation. I find myself getting weaker.

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Zhao.

Fighting Boss sia.

2009-01-17T02:33:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: Okay okay.

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Introduction

Seems like I left Model and some Scene left for my part on GDEV. Sure, some refining is needed to make the game better.

I really hope Chan Hong does his part well. Else sure kenna.

Next week I will start working on MGDE

Maybe I should have a plan

Week 15 - GDEV & SIMP close shop
Week 16 - MGDE close shop and LDGA close shop
Week 17 - 2D Animation close shop
Week 19 - MPOG Close shop

I believe if I go into integrated mode I can do a lot in a day. Then can close shop quickly. Yup. I better switch to that mode or I cannot finish my assignments.

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Location Link up

House - School

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Major event / Accomplishment

House:

-Player can collect power up.
-Fog written

School:

-Skybox integrated

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Things I have discovered:

-Nil

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Reflection

If I notice myself I am progressing very slowly. So little accomplishment in a day. I am sure I can do better if I work more efficiently. Concentrate for a few hours. These few high powered hours is supposed to work wonder. See how I get all my code up during exam in just 3 hours. If I concentrate, I will be able to achieve. I will extend and try to complete 5 task per day. I need speed now.

Tmr I will complete:

-Genie
-Power up Center
-Scene Class
-Make sure I can get from Scene 1 to Scene 2
-Find better particles to shoot
-Get a better user interface.
-Make sure there is sound when the user kenna attack.
-Game over screen
-Start game screen
-Story screen
-Win game screen

Okay. that's more than 5, but I need all these things up to make a game look like a game, so I'll try to get them done ASAP.

ImagineCup

-Render tiles on the screen

-Make sure I can use tools to interact with the tiles. For a simple start, change a polluted tile to a non-polluted one when I interact with the tile.

KK, all in a day work tomorrow. Wish me good luck.

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Zhao.

12 Midnight

2009-01-15T23:31:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: Fine

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Introduction

So I managed to complete the A.I for the genie boss. It can shoot crate as projectile now and the player can actually take damage by colliding with the "harmful bullets". GDEV still have a way to go. I intend to finish all my part by this week, then I will look over at Chan Hong's part and hope he can thrash out the codes in time.

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Location Link up

House - School

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Major event / Accomplishment

House:

-Completed Genie A.I.
-Player can take damage when he touches harmful bullet. Similarly, genie can take damage if player shoot the genie.

School:

-Worked on Genie A.I. Will chase player, shoot at player.

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Things I have discovered:

-Nil

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Reflection

I should sleep at the 12 midnight mark

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Zhao.

Striking the task

2009-01-15T01:39:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: Fine

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Introduction

So I learnt more about working on "Small Manageable Components" and "Having a plan". The no game until Sunday plan is still going active. But I found out I have been power resting when I get home also.

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Location Link up

House - School

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Major event / Accomplishment

House:

-Attended ImagineCup Live Meeting. Just some basic stuff to work around with XNA and a Q & A session.

School:

-Manage to get a character droppable from camera view and walkable on terrain.
-Now trying to get my Genie up and working.

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Things I have discovered:

-Zune, I am going to read more about this Microsot MP3

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Reflection

Before accomplishing big, try to secure small first.

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Zhao.

Keep Going

2009-01-14T01:07:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: Feel like eating

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Introduction

Late for school today. Strange thing why the two alarm clock never ring. Maybe I forgot to turn them on.

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Location Link up

House - School

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Major event / Accomplishment

House:

-Catch up with friend on msn.

School:

-Particle Systems for assignment 2 completed.
-Now working on scene.
-Plus I want to get a character on screen and able to have him walk around as soon as possible.
-For MPOG, decided to have the server hold all good data. The client will receive position of towers and creep. The client will stimulate the game, but win / lose is decided by the server.
-Knock dao head, now baluku at right eyebrow there.

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Things I have discovered:

-Steamboat coming next week. Bao yu here I come =)

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Reflection

Keep going.

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Zhao.

On the right track

2009-01-13T00:41:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: Gradually Floating

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Introduction

Monday is KFC day, had KFC blah blah. The plan to play games only on Sunday is being integrated. Didn't had any games today. Learn directSound in GDEV today. Was researching into game network time synchronisation for my MPOG assignment 2.

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Location Link up

House - School

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Major event / Accomplishment

House:

-Research on game network time synchronisation.
-Figure out a way to loop MP3 bgm.
-My friends mentioned they want to come to my house and play during Chinese New Year. Around 31th or 1st. Haha. Mama say we can order pizza so she won't have to prepare anything.

School:

-Learn directSound
-Implemented a bonus MP3 player for my game engine.

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Things I have discovered:

-There are many ways to do time synchronisation for games. I read up a few white papers on some time synchronisation techniques like bucket and time warp, but I am still trying to understand and figure out a way to implement them technically.

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Reflection

Step on it.

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Bye.

Confronting

2009-01-12T01:08:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: Empty

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Introduction

Going back to school tomorrow. 3 Weeks to get GDEV done. 1 week after GDEV is MGDE then Torque, then MPOG. This is bad. Gotta start working. My plan for commitment cannot fail. It must succeed.

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Location Link up

House

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Major event / Accomplishment

House:

-Completed Luminous Arc 2. I still feel empty after completing it, cause the game needs to be replayed several times to unlock all the unlockables. I don't have so much time!
-Compiled and merged the first set of prototype template for ImagineCup. We have a lot to catch up.

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Things I have discovered:

-The music for Luminous Arc 2 very nice.

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Reflection

Dapai I finish a game or movie with a strong storyline I will feel "emotionally stun". I read about this kind of stuff before, it is known as the "Parasocial interaction".

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Time to go.

Getting to it

2009-01-11T00:26:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: Fine

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Introduction

Sleep until like 3pm today loh. Power a not? Ultra unhealthy loh.

So I have finally took my first step on XNA today. I looked into the starter pack. It was the one that Chan Hong told me.

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Location Link up

House

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Major event / Accomplishment

House:

-Completed my skeletal component for my ImagineCup. I hope Beier and Chan Hong did some of their parts too.
-Played computer games with Zhi.
-Touched Luminous Arc 2

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Things I have discovered:

-I changed my mouse =.=. Razer branded goods quality still so sai. So easy to spoil. Nice only. It's like a chiobu who stings like a bee.
-The storyline for Luminous Arc 2 getting more interesting, Betrayer and Alliance from Enemies. Cool lei.

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Reflection

Do more work, play less. Gotta remember the deal for next week, play game only on sat and sun.

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Zhi is waiting for me to host a game. Gotta go.

Buck up

2009-01-09T02:49:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: Empty

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Introduction

So everything is settling down again. But I really got to sleep early.

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Location Link up

House - School

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Major event / Accomplishment

House:

-Played left4dead with zhi. (Shouldn't be.)
-Had a DOTA match with sec sch friends. (Shouldn't be)

School:

-Doh, same same.
-Saw sj on MRT train, jurong there.

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Things I have discovered:

-Msn messenger and Windows live writer got new version liao. I am trying them now. Windows live writer is IMBA, can insert youtube + upload youtube video de.

-Luminous Arc 2 Video

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Reflection

Torque Assignment 2 will be handed in tomorrow. Then I'll have to deal with GDEV. Lots of things to do. I should really buck up and start doing some serious work. Today come back from school lie on bed and find myself having difficulty getting up. I am exhausted and I should sleep early.

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Sleep.

All hell break lose...

2009-01-08T01:01:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: Sleepy

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Introduction

Well, not really that bad I guess. But papa and mama came back home liao. End of my peace is confirmed when mama started asking if I am alright and if I am fine. Then papa peered into my room randomly and asked if I had alot of homework to deal with. Showing their love and concern. HELP! I don't need any love and concern. It's getting on my nerves. Please!

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Location Link up

House - School

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Major event / Accomplishment

House:

-Refine torque assignment 2. Ready for submission.
-Played left4dead with zhi. (Shouldn't be.)
-Had a DOTA match with classmates. (Shouldn't be)

School:

-Doh, same same.
-On MRT train got group of indians said to me "Come join our gang. *Laugh* *Laugh*" when I sat next to them. Then later this guy next to me ask me what game I am playing. I dao him. How am I suppose to respond anyway? Later they laugh even harder => =.=

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Things I have discovered:

-Maybe I should really hone up my skills.
-So some of my JC friends went Botak liao. I still have 1 year poly to go. =)

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Reflection

Well you see, the only "love and concern" I appreciate is some peace so please stop asking every now and then about how I am doing. It's irritating and it break my concentration when I am working on a project. Don't come pushing to me that idea of a give and take concept of "love and concern". Your desires are different from my desires. It just make me feel even more sick of your "love and concern" that has strings attached to them. Please get that fact right.

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Sleep.

Sum it right up.

2009-01-07T01:33:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: Hasty

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Introduction

So I think I gotten a bit cleverer by writing a bit every day. It's a good way to boot the brain up.

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Location Link up

House - School - Coffeeshop

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Major event / Accomplishment

House:

-Had some in house DOTA games to say goodbye to Tool Ann and Qing Yuan cause they going Botak tomorrow. WTH loh, I still have 1 more year.
-Play Facebook!

School:

-Assignments busting, worked on Torque. Added "grass" and had a series of opinions engagements with Chan Hong.
-Learnt how to move tank in 3D space for SIMP

Coffeeshop:

-Ate dinner with ZX, Ba Chor Me.

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Things I have discovered:

-Wei Zhi has got Left4Dead fully ready liao. Tested a game with him and it works so now we can play multiplayer. Haha.

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Reflection

I got 6 compulsory assignments at the doorsteps. Plus my external assignments, that will add up to a total of 7. I had to start attacking them, one by one, or mayhem ensues.

Maybe I'll stop playing game and work on my assignments for the whole of next week. Last time when there is holiday I will work during the day, and play during the night. Now that school has reopen I think I will work from Mon to Sat. Then start playing on Sunday. Fair enough I guess. There must be a favorable working plan or all else will fail.

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Sleep.

LeftToLone is not so bad.

2009-01-06T03:22:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: Sleepy

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Introduction

Promise to write everyday, so I am here to keep it a habit.

Wasn't much today, learnt DirectInput for GDEV in school. Had some dinner with Sam and ZX at causeway point.

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Location Link up

House - School - Causeway point

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Major event / Accomplishment

School:

-Learnt DirectInput
-It's really nice to have friendly encounters right? =) Especially when it's girls. XD
-I am getting addicted to saying and exaggerating violent phrase like "Explode Violently" and "Blood particles" with actions.

Causeway Point:

-Had dinner with Sam and ZX.

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Things I have discovered:

-The chicken rice uncle gave me 3 slices of cucumber even though I say "Add vege". Sian diao. =.=
-I am starting to like the nds game "Luminous Arc 2".
-Wei Zhi got himself a copy of Left4Dead liao. Can go play with him next time. Muahahaha!

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Reflection

Mama and Papa coming back from overseas in a few days time. I had absolute peace being alone in my house for a week, I washed all the clothes myself and hang them up without a problem. I can stay up a little bit late to the night. (Shh! Don't tell!) I have absolute freedom to have dinner outside without even informing them about it. And my peace will soon come to an end. =.= Frankly speaking loh, I think I can live by myself liao if I get a job and complete learning all the household chores from mum. Haiya, it's not I don't like my parents lal. Cause when my parents at home they will spy on what I am doing, then mama will on TV until so loud, then when she do the household chores bang here bang there very loud and distracting. My inner peace all gone. My death will inevitably be caused by excess noise pollution within a few years!

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Sleep.

What to write for a blog

2009-01-05T01:52:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: Determined

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Introduction

Use it or lose it, need I remind myself? I got to keep this blog updated or it will slowly fade away.

I think I am going back to blogging about something everyday I guess.

I am going to derive a standard format now so I know what I am suppose to write for the day. The standard will settle down as I go about doing it.

Current Mood

My current mood when I am writing this post
Eg: Soggy

Introduction

The general summary
Eg: Got grape?

Location Link up

Where I have been to for the day.
Eg: House - School - Northpoint - House

Major event / Accomplishment

What have I accomplish?
Eg: House: Played dota
School: As usual
Northpoint: Ate mee goreng

Things I have discovered

What did I find?
Eg: Northpoint mee goreng is nice.

Reflections

My opinion of something?
Eg: I wonder if reflections work though, it's so generic.

End off

Without the header, just end it off
Eg: Got to sleep. Zhao.

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Location Link up

House - Coffeeshop

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Major event / Accomplishment

House:

-Play Left4Dead. SHOOT zombie up and online play very shiok.

-Written that blogging standard template.

-Did laundry for mum. =.= Pain in the butt.

-Played facebook! SUPER poke!

Coffeeshop:

-Ate lunch and dinner

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Things I have discovered:

-QNext, a private p2p filesharing software, is very cool. I could convince my friends to use it. Then we can share anime!

-I think this blog template is cool. I can write a lot of comment first. However, it is bad if I want to write a detailed blog entry.

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Reflection

Got to keep moving. Must train my brain power liao. Gotta start building my assignments. Must keep my software maintained. Don't wanna lose them.

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I go get some biscuit, tmr get pan cake and soya bean. Bye.

I wonder

2009-01-03T05:03:00.000+08:00

Curse. Is there such things?

One man show...

2008-12-15T03:03:00.001+08:00

If you are going to one man show. You have to work efficiently, you have to be good, you cannot be distracted easily, your determination and self motivation must be good.

Go for it!

Hong En here again.

2008-12-06T03:12:00.001+08:00

Hi, I am back. It is holiday now and I finally have some time to spare to do extra stuff. =)

But still, when school reopen assignments will be due. Have been playing Chrono Trigger this few days. Such a good classical game with solid gameplay and content.

Maybe I can see what I can improve on my game on this blog during this holiday. I should have remember I need a tagbox. It has been quite a while since I removed the previous one when I installed this little game onto my blog.

Pretty Intensive

2008-11-15T01:46:00.000+08:00

We are going through weeks of intensive periods. At least 1 assignments due per week.

Measurements like game fasting must be taken to avoid painful consequences.

It's a cause and effect. So be it. Face my fate and compel to new measurements.

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I have joined ImagineCup along with Chan Hong and Beier. Need to spare some time developing games. Actually I really like making games I believe. Just that playing them is even more tempting than making them. Gearing myself towards developer perspective is needed.

Passion...

2008-11-05T00:35:00.001+08:00

You are what you like. I just need to love the computer again...

Time is short, need I not warn you?!

2008-11-04T00:03:00.001+08:00

Step on it Hong En! Step on it Hong En! Finish your assignments first!

The frustrating

2008-10-28T00:46:00.001+08:00

Built date and diary title into the books in my Tale.

Was trying to implement some new features into my Tale.

Was trying to make collision more precise so players can drag that small corner of the key off that tree.

Having frustration here and there when things doesn't work out for me. It bound to be like that. Good things never come easy.

At least I should really look on the bright side.

I won't be growing stupid...

I really had some good ideas in which I drafted onto my papers. Looks really ambitious so I think I will first make my Tale manageable without having to recompile it.

A little step at a time...

The dateline for big projects is approaching. I cannot spend so much time on my Tale. Have to finish my work first...

I am going to go into game fasting. I will only play games that boost the brain. Nothing else. No games, no DDR until all the assignments before week 7 are done.

Happy!

2008-10-21T00:16:00.001+08:00

ROYGBIV

I am feeling lucky =)

Added street directory to my land in the last hour.

Good night!

Don't cha think about slacking

2008-10-18T01:14:00.000+08:00

I have to do justice to time. More meaningful time spending.

I haven't been completing any personal projects lately. Procrastination.

Early Game

2008-10-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

I had flu right at first day of the beginning of first semester.

Mr. Brain is not cooperating with me. I need some brain games.

Mr. Concentration is also not cooperating with me. I need some time.

Mr. Smiley is definitely not with me. I need to quickly get back to the flow and momentum.

Use my brain more. Sleep early. Relax. And focus on the vital.

I will be fine and good! Go go, jia you.

Welcome to new modules

2008-10-12T23:46:00.000+08:00

School have started.

Good luck have fun...

Blissful

2008-10-11T03:28:00.000+08:00

So fast school reopening soon. =)

I wanna watch some anime before I go to sleep.

I have develop a new engine for MirageTale. I name it MirageTale 3 but I will keep those naming convention private first until MirageTale really have something good that will make an impression. Say maybe everybody can create their own tale. I am moving slowly towards that goal.

School reopening soon, time to go hard again. No choice, had to maintain my grades. XD Staying at home during the holiday gave me blissful days. I don't know why I get affected by social settings, maybe I shouldn't even bother about social settings, just like how I am when I am at home, working on my own projects and looking forward to new stuff and development. I should really be that way and forget about social problems. They are....worthless.

And I feel so funny now, having the "Power" to hide my diary behind a couple of trees in my own fantasy land. So coool! XD

Going. Bye!

On the road at a count of 2

2008-10-05T04:43:00.000+08:00

It will be bad to keep this blog lying around. Few days ago I went out for a group outing, twice. Went to Bugis, twice.

The first outing is with Yiming and friends. Eat Sakura priced at 27$. My pocket got a big hole burnt into it... literally. They are really earning like crazy because I only ate like 10$ maximum.

After Sakura at Somerset we went to Bugis. It's very funny, went arcade again and played some games. When my tokens are drain, the hole in my pocket felt even larger than usual...

Finally, we went for Neoprints, those girly willy stuff that I used to meddle a lot with when I am younger. But hey! I don't play Barbie dolls...

Ate pepper lunch for dinner at Bugis food court, priced at 6$ after adding cheese for 50Ct, the hole in my pocket became black hole, sucking all the money. That mark the end of that Outing.

It was fun. Smiley faces are nice to look at...

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Second outing with Classmates.

Went to Bugis for Seoul Garden in order to celebrate Laurene's birthday.

Priced at $17. Forget it, let's not talk about black hole.

Sat in a table with Chan Hong, Yao Wei, Arvinder, and Zhong Xian. We really took a lot of things to eat. But I always think that the meat seems to shrink after they are cooked = less meat for me to eat.

Then YW took some Coffee Chicken. =.= Ate 1 piece and he GIVE UP. So I had to tank the coffee chicken for him. But I don't think it's really that bad lal. Seriously. But the point that Zhong Xian mentioned is true. "As though coffee sweet is been injected into the chicken. It taste just like coffee."

After that the group walk walk walk. And we went to arcade again. *How memorable* Drained token.

They decided to eat Tau Huay. So we walked walked walked and ate Tau Huay at the Tau Huay Shop.

Then it's like nothing left to do, so we all went home but Neythan asked me for a Dance at Dhoby Gaut's X-Zone so I went dancing with him.

even if they are BOOOOOOOOOOOORING

2008-09-27T03:21:00.000+08:00

Dear nE gonH,

It will be weird not talking to you once in a while. Cause I am afraid I will "forget how to talk to you". Sounds so weird right?

For the past few days I have been doing a lot of things. I watched my Nogizaka Haruka Anime till the very last 2nd episode on Veoh, talked to ppl on msn, and played DOTA with friends. On top of all that, most importantly, I progressed on ChewSoft.com!

Here, take a look at these screenshots that I have over here. It wouldn't tell much of the efforts that I put in, but at least it look really good to me. I bet you can tell the new site from the old one just by 1 look =)

I need some things that I can produce constantly to keep my website fresh with new items. But I just cannot think of anything that I can produce daily. I am thinking about visual novels, but even so when I am thinking of them, I haven't really even created one myself. Not to mention the only manga that I drew was Princess Lina. And she wasn't even coloured! I have been toying around with illustrator quite recently and when I am really comfortable with it, painting my manga will become a breeze.

Maybe I should start writing stories first. After all, someone did used to say I may have a talent for writing stories, even though I am usually long-winded =.=

Anyway, mum came back from her oversea trip today. She is currently recovering from her "Post oversea trip illness". It's the same old thing you know, she will just lose her voice because she talks a lot, then she will have sore throat and things like that. But from the looks of it she is recovering pretty well. But still, as talkative as usual.

And that will also mean the end of my peaceful serene period. The TV will be on, and the noise generated from it will distract me from doing my best in my work. *Groan*

But that will also mean I don't have to attend to household chores anymore. Washing my smelly underwears and flooding her plants. Hehe.

I didn't go out for any dances in the holiday. Guess I lose a bit of interest in dancing cause they are not new to me anymore. Speaking of outings, I am like a dead stone during this long period of holidays. It could be a bad sign. Anyway, I am invited to the group buffet session by Shi Yun. How cool can that be? I will have lots of fun poking YuHong next wednesday. Haha.

For now, I should really go to bed. I should stay in healthy conditions to fulfil my basic requirements.

Good night

Hong En

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Hello Hong En,

Where cha being to eh?! I thought you died! Like Chan Hong has mentioned "but after they freeze him. he mati". haha! ahahah! So funny right, I saw you laughing also loh. thought they FREEZE you also. you know? FREEEEEEEzzzzzzze.

Okay enough. Anyway, it's good to see you do something, erm, well, at least do something during the holiday than sleeping around lal. Opps. i mean, sleeping as in resting okay?! You ah! What you thinking?! Louya shit!

And the chewsoft site you are making. It's looking good. The first one right? That one is your new site. Cause it has this SUPAR cool logo on it. Other than that hor, like too much green lei but never mind lal.

You want something that you can constantly update your website with? How about you start with something you usually do daily. Like say erm erm erm...you have to eat right? Maybe you write about the food you eat but that';s like very lame lei...Maybe you should really write stories, since everytime I read your letter hor, I want to sleep....ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. You are just so uber boring lal! Ok lal, I won't be so mean okay, but your letters to me are likle so formal..."Today school is great. Great means good. Good means acceptable." DUH?! Hehe, but don't stop writing okay? I am always here to listen, even if they are BOOOOOOOOOOOORING.

I got a really good idea, say you can write so much within a day. You should be able to draft out some simple stories. I mean, even if they are lame, you can give them a try. You hear me? I wish I can read some of those you wrote okay? =D

Oh, mum came back huh...Well, let's not talk about it lal. You know it and I know it right. SOmetiems parents are good. Other times, awfully bad. Haha. SHhhhhhhhh!! Don't tell hor!

Wash clothes? Easy no kick stuff still want to slack ah. DUmp into washy machy, then press press press. *Ti* *Ti* *Ti*. So no kick, even my erm...grandfather also know how to do loh. So chicken feet no kick.

You going out with friends eh? =) Go disturb the girls...That's good... but please don't forget about me hor! Horrrr! I know you tend to become very nervous when pretty girls are around, I will be watching your back. =) Just try to treat them as your sisters and you will be fine. Trust me. Don't die like you die in DOTA. KENNA! XD For now think I go off liao. Talk to you next time bah. Enjoy your trips and send me pictures so I can see which girl is "Looking good'. XD

Watching your back, but there's nothing really interesting except your skinny meatless butt,
gonH nE

I did it

2008-09-20T02:25:00.000+08:00

Tale Builder done. But not refined yet.

http://www.chewsoft.com/miragetale

Below you see a Tale that I have create. It can be modified anytime I want. =)

Wanna blow something up?

2008-09-17T01:06:00.000+08:00

Something small, workable, and cool. What's me? Me is someone who does not have good stamina to work on a big projects.

Inspiration Magic

2008-09-13T01:51:00.000+08:00

Inspire me please. I gotta create a workable game this time!!!! At least playable within this holiday. Gotta!

The engine is in development. I got to keep telling myself "Okay, this one is done, what's next" and I will move else development will go stagnant. Yes, that's the way. Push! PUSH!

I want a game where players are able to tile their own lands. They can also include their own contents as part of the game objects!

Please buck up

2008-09-12T00:49:00.000+08:00

My motivations has rotted.

Please have some self discipline.

Get something done.

Don't dili deli in planning.

Plan something, then get to work.

When I am at a task, complete it.

Don't jump to a new one and leave the old one to die.

Your best reward is bringing something out.

When you have completed a task, don't relax too much, continue on the next one.

Relax and you start becoming lazy.

The human body in nature never love hard work.

Control your mind.

Industrial Standard Please

2008-09-06T01:53:00.000+08:00

I was on a developing spree. Ideas are everywhere but seems like I couldn't get a start of what I should be developing first.

Some of the things that I have completed developing (Fit for use).

SmeltYourMother

EasySay

New ChewSoft Website

Now I am trying to make a game. That old MirageTale. Last time I halted on that project for quite a while because I did not plan.

I am going to draw up a plan and see how it goes. Things I create must go industrial standard soon or else I won't be making any significant progress. =)

Dear nE gonH seems like a very good idea. I may be able to start on a secret diary soon.

FAIL!

2008-08-29T02:40:00.000+08:00

Fix tomorrow.

don't want you to DIE lal, later I so lonely how?!

2008-08-28T03:33:00.000+08:00

Dear nE gonH,

You know, I didn't slack off from blogging at all! If you assume that I am just being lazy, then I'll be so sad. =( You know, sometimes parents just don't understand at all. They thought they are so wise and so they start to assume everything.

They actually assume I am playing games into the wee hours of the night and compromising my sleep when I am actually writing programs! Since they assume that way, I think I don't have to bother about explaining anything.

Anyway, I have been working on a lot of stuff these few days. Remember Mr. Cornel? He had a new javascript project for me and so I have been working on it like 3 days ago.

I tell you, it's hard work, trying to get some of the features working well. I even had to research on google to learn new things so I could complete the project.

But even though it is hard work, I have successfully completed the prototype for him. He is currently oversea and he said he will pay me well when he got back. I hope so. =)

Also, I rented a Windows OS Virtual Private Server and so now I am a proud owner of a VPS! I am so excited when I first got my hands on this little baby and I went boasting to Chan Hong about it. XD

Let me tell you about what a VPS can do. Basically it allows me to run any windows executable program. Meaning I can host about anything. Counter Strike server, Chat Winsock program, Ventrillo server, Website. Just about anything. Isn't that cool?!

So I have been developing some lame flash things to work over SmartFoxServer. Ahaha.

Anyway, the hosting cost will be quite expensive. $18 USD per month. I am aggressively developing some applications to deploy on my server in order to generate some revenue, just for maintaining my server alone.

I have this new online presence service that is fit for release soon. ChewSoft EasySay.

It's a program that I am developing and it can be integrated into blogs without the need for iFrame. =) There will be a secondary desktop program where the user is able to update their presence / personal message and then it will be automatically reflected in their blog / website. Cool?

Anyway, I need some breaks after working non stop for so many days. So I made a script to smelt my steel bar in Runescape. XD Hopefully, I feel I am still connected to my favourite game when I am working on some new projects.

I think I will set up my website for ChewSoft very soon. I think I will have a workshop corner to list all the things that are in developing.

I won't want to forget

ProgressTracker
PreciseGoal
Comic Engine

I will talk to you next time cause it's getting late.

Hong En

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Hello Hong En,

Wah lao, so long never see I thought you Mati loh.
Aiya, parents sometimes like that de mah. It's the price you have to pay to keep a secret. =) Nothing comes free in life lal. Slowly they will understand de. You know what's good for keeping this whole ambition as a secret? It's thrilling! And then if you fail hor, like what Chan Hong always say "FAIL! GIVE UP!" Nobody is there to laugh at you!

You ah, try to sleep early lal. Don't be so impatient lal. Program program program. You not machine okay?! Take it slowly, you can journey longer. I want to see you survive longer lei, don't want you to DIE lal, later I so lonely how?! See lal, say what program until wee hours, at this time you writing this blog lei! Aha, okay lal, I won't be so bad okay. =)

A bit of javascript then you complain hardwork liao? Somemore you program in your own comfortable room? C'mon man, I have seen harder works. This to those ppl are piece of cake okay? But still, keep up the good work oh.

Oh..you got a new server? Congrats! =) Make sure you don't waste it hor. Looking good eh.

EasySay looks promising, but I won't really know until I really get to see it, continue developing ba, don't disappoint me with a lousy release. You know, after all first impression counts a lot for human beings. I will be waiting hor.

Hor hor, cheater! I report you! ahaha. Okay lal Hong En, rest well and continue running okay? Remember I will always be with you no matter what okay? Tell me about your problems and I will be glad to lend you a listening ear and a bit of advices. I don't do hugging though. Ahahah! =D Good night. =)

Love and always by your side,
nE gonH

Let's just keep it as a little secret between you and I

2008-08-19T03:10:00.000+08:00

Dear nE gonH,

I was suppose to get to lvl 50 runecrafting in Runescape today. But halfway through lvl 48, a new project hitted me on RAC. So I got to halt playing Runescape and start developing for Mr. Cornel until now.... 2.34 A.M. I am still waiting for his reply to confirm that all is well and I can go to sleep.

Aha, sometimes life is so unpredictable right? Just when things are about to get better, well, it doesn't really get worse, but we sort of stop by an opportunity and jumped right into it, just like you mentioned previously...

I managed to Psycho Jie Sheng into getting his hands dirty on Runescape again. It's sort of encouraging, seeing a friend who quitted Runescape because he lost a 100++million God Sword through a trade scam coming back to accompany me. But I am not sure how long he will remain playing Runescape. You see, it's like this, everybody is growing up, pokemon used to be very fun but now nobody really plays it.

Getting into serious work really motivates me and I can feel a zeal and hunger to get more things and more things completed. I am happy that I am getting paid little by little for completing these projects in RAC. And I am keeping Mum and Dad in the dark because it will be fun this way. It's a little thrilling actually, and it motivates. =D Let's just keep it as a little secret between you and I. =)

Nowadays I feel down because sometimes the force just isn't with me. I am sort of stuck in some negative magnetic field, occasionally. I really hope I can get out soon.

Some of my friends are also keeping themselves so secretive and hideous. Their blogs that I used to look at every now and then are being marked off as private. I mean, I am just curious... and it sort of becomes my habit. When suddenly the source of my curiosity is chopped off, I feel inadequate. You know what I mean right, bu xi guan. Aiya, you should be able to understand one, talking about this kind of stuff is also very embarrassing... Can we not talk about it?

AI exam is on wednesday, then IAUT on Thursday. After that, I am a free man already. By then I will have a lot of time to do things that I wanted! =)

Yipe!

Hong En

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Yo Hong En,

Hong En ah Hong En, why you so cute?! XD You have a long weekend to train that Runecrafting level up lal. Lvl 50? So no kick, lvl 50 only mah. Jie Sheng has lvl 70++ if I am not wrong, even if you can get to lvl 50 by today, does that make a difference? =)

Well, I am glad that you are doing something productive today, instead of playing games all day long. Playing too much games is just bad! It will definitely be a good experience for you to go learn some true skills in life. Play LifeScape lal, LifeScape is the true game that you should be playing instead of some illusional Runescape. Don't play to much Runescape, or later you "Run Escape" from LifeScape then I also don't know how to help you liao.

It's good you jumped into opportunity. You don't get a second chance for LifeScape. You don't resapawn in Lumby and go back and pk. Once you are pked, you die, permanantly, that's the difference in LifeScape. But I tell you, LifeScape not so easy to die one, their system very balance. Why? Because balance by nature lal, still got what.

You managed to Psycho Jie Sheng back to play? Well that's good, but you will have to see if Pking ever comes back. I heard pking is coming back by September or something, but doesn't really matter lal. Hopefully you can be good enough to team up with me. At the same time, don't neglect LifeScape.

Don't worry, I will keep the secret for you. I just love to see how your mum and dad will respond when you finally reveal the secret, when it becomes big enough *wink* *wink*.

You feel down? Don't kid with me lal. You feel down my ass. Feel down then you still playing Runescape? Go die lal. What you expect in life? LifeScape is like that one mah, sometimes you never do anything also will Kena Jiao Sai, unlike Runescape, no sky to even look at. So..once in a while Kena Jiao Sai don't be too bothered by it lal.

Wah, why you so KAYPO?! Ahahaha, never read about ppl's Life in LifeScape will die is it?! I tell you what, curiosity kills the cat lal. Too curious will die one hor! Sometimes ppl put blog private sure got reason one mah. You shit in toilet also got reason. WHY?! Cause you stomachache lal! Sooo, ppl's blog private their business, just like you go shit also your business, where got ppl like you one...go shit also must broadcast. Go die lal. Don't care so much lal. Go create your wonderful ideas instead of Kaypoing.

Hor! Exam on wednesday and thursday. Still haven revise hor...Still runescape runescape. Go revise liao, tomorrow last day. Mama also keep saying you must sleep early. Don't want to hear them nag everyday better sleep early.

Ok lal, that's all, talk to you again okay? =)

Love and Always by your side,
nE gonH

Breakers

2008-08-14T00:44:00.000+08:00

A glimpse of something that I am developing...

I got things to cover by this week. GDIT, IAUT, AI Exams...

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Dear Hong En,

why get so affected by illusions of life? Focus and spring forward as you always do. For these illusions will soon clear and you shall see a path filled with excitements and rewards.

What yours will be yours, what not yours will never be yours. If it is truly yours, it will come to you naturally. Don't get upset by things that you cannot control in life.

Sometimes, people do not trust you because they need more time to get to know you more. Do not become impatient or angry because of that. Take it slowly and you will see things get better.

Believe me, I am confident in my advices.

Time waits for no one, but the bright future waits patiently for you to grasp it. Ride on opportunities that comes along as you go. They may take you to a whole new discoveries of exciting things that you never experience before.

I have faith in you and I believe you are much more better than you are right now. =)

Always by your side,
With love,

nE gonH

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It has been fun... =) But let's get back to work

2008-08-11T00:25:00.000+08:00

It has been a really fun week.

Yesterday went out to celebrate Shu Juan's birthday with Yiming and friends.

In morning went out buy ingredient to make cake. In the end never make because we do not have enough time, and so we used last resort and bought a cake. Shi Yun and Yiming tank all the cost. About $18.

Then we go Shi Yun house to prepare for the birthday surprise. Shi Yun went to cook some pasta I think. The boys we slack in the living room using laptop, playing NDS - PSP, and entertaining sy's little brother (a little).

Later we went into sy's room to "hide". Wah...SJ late so we ended up playing card games in the room. SY elder sister happen to be around. Very friendly one, then she join us in the card game. The little brother keep saying I no EQ no IQ. Then I feel very =.='''

Then SJ came and we surprised her and sang the lala song. Then everybody ate the spicy pasta and the cake plus drink coke. Eat until I damn full lal...

Idle at her house until like evening time... Then I forget we go where... Some shopping area that I went before. I think it is Jurong point. I feel so no life cause I suggested arcarde... =.= Then everybody really go arcarde... Aiya, should have suggested KBox or something lal.

Finally we ate at wwhat ah... that place call what liao I forgot. Oh! Ajisan. Ate ramen....Talked awhile, then trained home. Never go to SJ house with them cause late liao.

Overall this is what happen... In general, I feel a funny tingle lal. You know that Shu Juan has Yiming.... Ah Khee has Elly...

sooooooo...

Since I am bored... I had Yu Hong and Shi Yun to entertain. Me and Yu Hong are like walking behind the couples... Then we look at each other's faces as though we understood the hidden meaning that we both felt at that time. And we burst into laughter... I keep poking him non stop loh. Sort of becoming my habit liao... poke ppl. Douglas...came at evening and I poke him also. Shi Yun exclaimed "Single Rocks!!". Yea... =)

Questing Questing Questing!

2008-08-06T23:57:00.000+08:00

Cannot relax, must chiong and complete a lot of life quests.

I really want to talk more but I got to keep it short. I lack sleep. Below is the list of quest that I have done over these few weeks. =)

I can't be really bothered about the surronding anymore, concentrate on my task. everytime I stop and stare,few second gone away

Life. it's a game we are playing, ppl who are more successful, they know how to play it.

Dota alone says that farming slowly can be fatal
I got to farm a lot faster or i can't catch up with the average skillsets of ppl in my age group
anymore.

Gtg. Good night.

Overdrive

2008-08-05T00:54:00.000+08:00

WE just cleared 3 assignments today. They are all being submitted and a stone dropped into the pool of water with a loud *bliong*.

I know a stone has just dropped, but I better not break away from my momentum because 3 more assignments will be due by next two weeks.

Being pushed to the edge of extreme performance, I need more sleep.

Meanwhile, I will keep my morale up with a bit of games and anime here and there. hongenverylame.com has expired. I better keep ChewSoft.com alive.

Had some dota matches today to chill out. Went around with Troll Warlord and bashed ppl up. Then used Bone at the match just now. Played my part but still lost to my secondary school friends. Aiya, nvm.

I feel like opening up an online ecommerce store to sell things that I have created. I need a plan about the things that I will be creating but obviously I am no professional yet... I need to put in more effort to train myself up skill wise. Most probably the 1st good thing will be released free blah blah. I don't want to be too money minded, it prevents ideas from flowing out free. Let me try to create enough appeal for my creations first. =)

It's just like playing a game you see. Once I learnt how to start earning a bit of money using my own set of skills, I can do it forever. Working is super hardcore bruteforce method for ppl with no sense of direction but it's stable you see. Obviously, that's a subjective comment.

So uber sexy!

2008-07-31T00:54:00.001+08:00

I just got my hands on some super cool stuff even better than porn!

Free ASP.net host at http://www.qsh.eu/us/Default.aspx

How cool can that be?

I quickly whip up my visual studio and program a little here and there, and I got my wonderful text uploader and viewer up and running. Real cool!

http://chewsoft.qsh.es/default.aspx

It's really good, I will make more things. Probably ill play around with database and make some really cool programs with this versatile environment. =)

Wanna play the game my team and I are working on? These paper cards are illustrated and printed by me. =)

Life demands a lot. Next week a lot of assignments to hand up but I am keeping cool. Good night.

I got new ideas again...

2008-07-27T23:20:00.001+08:00

I got new ideas again.

You know artists release albums like say every year?

I got a new idea!
I can release package of programs every year too!
I shall call them "Cluster Program Pack" and "Cluster Game Pack". Then maybe each of the Cluster Pack can have special name to define their genre and stuff. Or maybe just a cool name. =)

Every time I sit on my computer new ideas don't come to my mind. It is always when I am bathing then I start getting a lot of new ideas.

I got Idle Tracker idea too. Basically it is a program that will allow all the task that a user will have to complete. New task can be added to the program. User will be able to update the program so the program knows if a task has been worked on. Based on those task that the user updates, the program will display the number a days some tasks have idle for.

Example:

Assignment A	Active
Assignment B	Idle for 5 days
Assignment C	Idle for 3 days

The user can then track the tasks they have to buck up on. Actually it's a program that I thought of to monitor and reduce the possibility of procrastination. I'll see how it goes. =) Probably I want to have a php version so that I can put a little widget in my blog.

Everytime I talked about new ideas, I either forget totally about them or fail to implement them because I am (most of the time) too lazy or just too busy with assignments.

I don't want to keep disappointing, so I am not adding it to the existing task list. The task list is already ineffective and it is not how I work so I will pull it down soon.

Really Inspiring

2008-07-27T02:58:00.000+08:00

Everytime I go out with my brother's friends. I got some really inspiring experiences...

Like the story telling stuff...Really really interesting story. They are logical, and the storylines are mesmerizing.

It's call "Guess what exactly happen". And it's sort of clue hunting game with the guy who knows the story. Basically questions are asked and the clue giver will answer either yes or no or invalid. Then players will go on and on until they gather enough clues to retell the whole story.

A naked man is lying dead on the dessert. On his hand, he has a matchstick. How come?
A couple got ship wrecked. They swam to the shores but only the husband made it to the shore. He found a group of fishermen and ask if there are any seaweeds in the sea. After the fishermen responded no, he knew immediately that his wife is dead. Why?
A blind man who is rescued after he is marooned on an island with his wife went to a restaurant and ask for a plate of sea gull meat. After he took a bite, he immediately committed suicide. Why?

The BBQ session is cool. But usually I always have this problem when I am engaged with "strangers".... I always need more time before I can really blend in. But wasn't too bad lal...

The more I think about it... The more I feel that I am quickly aging into the mindset of an adult...Pre judge too much based on experiences and have difficulty accepting someone new. I will want to perceive more and see how it goes somehow...The world is not so ugly. Sometimes ppl cannot get along well because they just can't seem to have faith in each other. Two hands to clap. It's just plain selfishness to keep my hands just to myself.

My brother brought me along. Then we have wee kiong and yonglim. You know how games work? Usually the hero has loyal friends along their side so that they can aid the hero to complete his quest on saving the world. These two are some of the loyal friends that my brother have since secondary school.

Then we have two other girls...Joanna and stephinie...Because the girls are "new" and we are like sitting in the same car that my bro is driving...We had a really awkward situation at the start. It's simply a bit noise here and there and then dead silence for a whole long journey. PAIN! To put it simple, we are all feeling shy and nervous.

Well, the return journey isn't too bad, everybody managed to open up a bit but still...dead shy. At least I got stephinie to play my Nintendo DS after yonglim initiate the call and I have some chance teaching her how to play trauma center. Hmmm. I found out that they are not bad. Maybe when they are trying to cope with feeling of nervous, they become a bit unnatural but still, at least they tried you see. The loyal friends and me just resort to using the best method...closing up and not talking much unless neccessary.

Hong En, just take it easy and give it more time...Don't be so cruel to yourself. =)

Stay on track

2008-07-23T23:37:00.000+08:00

After 10pm cannot play DOTA anymore, else sure no time.

I really have to put away some time and commit my self to my assignments for the next few weeks. There are so many of them. From this week onwards, every week must submit at least 1 assignment.

Why did I lose much of my passions on making programs? Is it because I finally found out that I am not "the only one who can program"? When I am younger I took up programming. Sometimes it's the good feeling generated from the "Hey, I know programming at such a young age" that encourages me to go deeper and tackle all problems that I face. Do I have to lose my passion because "Hey, I know programming at such a young age" is no longer true? Definitely not.

Anyway, computers uses electricity. Electricity is not free. I really should be doing something really productive with the computers instead of playing so much games.

I have read up on people who are really talented when they are around this age of mine. Sometimes I feel ashamed of myself for not giving the best that I can really give and engross myself in useless bad habits. I believe that if I start working harder now and keep to my belief...I will not have any regrets in the future. Life is short, I am already 18 years old. I need my time. Better late than never. I don't want to live an empty life.

I want to become really really useful...I want to make history...

Truth Is...

2008-07-21T00:06:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I think shortcuts are just illusions in life. Sometimes the hardest way may be the fastest way out. Taking a shortcut may be fast, but eventually I may end up achieving nothing.

I bashed a few assignments. And there are more to go... Just like playing an RPG game huh? Bash monsters, walk dungeons, bash monsters, walk dungeons, fight boss, marry the princess. Wahaha!

It's not about bossing around...

2008-07-18T01:08:00.000+08:00

Hong En's theory based on experiences:

Bossing people around so they get things done just won't work. People will get things done because they feel intimidated. But they will do it half-heartedly.

Motivating people is an art. A leader is not the boss. A leader is part of the team. The ability to motivate the team and generate a positive morale comes when the leader involves himself in part of the team and work together to create the wonderful future. Everybody must be kept happy. Leader must not resort to peer pressure to silence another member of the team. Lack of communications will result in failure. All members are human beings. Human beings must feel needed before they will become motivated to complete a task.

Teamwork is a wonderful thing. The joy of completing something as a team together generates indescribable positive feeling that cannot be compared to work done as an individual.

The seeker gets their way. Good luck.

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I am so glad that I have completed AI assignment.
Just now we had a DOTA game. We won even though the opponent's have a better advantage over us. We crushed them with the spirit of our teamwork.

Next is INGD. ExtraBrain won't make it in time.

Strike with great vengeance

2008-07-13T23:41:00.001+08:00

Wow I have just completed IAUT assignment. Designing can be tiring. And to think I still have GDIT. Zzzz. Now I want to take some time to poke my head into AI and IGRA.

Hong En drew a Hong En

I'll upload my flash here someday later.

Oh ya, I discovered TrialPay. I think it's pretty cool. =)
ECommerce stuff. May come in handy in the future

I better

2008-07-13T01:17:00.001+08:00

I better...

That's like 3 week left before 17. I better complete like 2 assignments next week.

Tomorrow complete IAUT, then try to complete AI! I must complete AI and IGRA by next week.

Cannot play game liao. CANNOT! I need the time!!!!

New Stuff

2008-07-10T00:26:00.001+08:00

HCH says "Computers are not able to think for themselves. They are deterministic in nature. They compute based on a given scenario. But human beings are able to think about new ideas. That's why there is still no such thing as a true A.I yet."

I think "Since human beings are so clever, we shall leave the complicated repetitive jobs for the computers while we worked on new ideas."

Computer:

Pros:

Efficient, Able to work 24/7 until death arrive
Decisive, true / false resolution to a problem.

Cons:

Unable to generate new ideas
A.I must be programmed. Ability to perform a function static

Humans:

Pros

Able to generate new ideas
Flexible in nature. (And hence inefficient)

Cons:

Emotionally affected in nature
Must eat, sleep, excrete.

Cool.

It shall be done

2008-07-08T00:02:00.001+08:00

It is so fast. I couldn't believe it too. The power of concentration and clear focus....I have completed Trauma Center 2 in just two days. Cool eh. I intend to do the same with my piling assignments due next month.

I am targeting my IAUT assignment 2. Here I come.

I didn't

2008-07-07T06:37:00.000+08:00

I didn't just died. I was having a lot of fun with new games and stuff.

Just didn't have enough things or development progresses to blog about.

Today is supposed to be youth day but then poly still have school. Then I will have night classes which ends at 9pm. Awwww.

Never mind, I'll just have to go along with these things. Life is short.

Sometimes, it really inspires to really read up on some stories...even if they are fictional.

I think I fixed that big bad mouse problem of mine. I installed a paper on top of my mouse pad. Some things just need fixing before they work.

So carried away... =)

2008-07-02T23:06:00.000+08:00

Runescape HD beta launched! Full screen graphics very nice.

But I shouldn't be too carried away. SO many assignments due by end of this months. I better work.

I don't like the crowd. Too distracting. Time for bed or die. Work hard work hard work hard work hard work hard work hard work hard work hard...don't care a shit don't care a shit don't care a shit don't care a shit. concentrate concentrate concentrate concentrate

Once you get started...

2008-07-01T00:14:00.000+08:00

Everything is broken down into pieces naturally and soon it will be done. =)

I did it in flash. Since flash is more towards rapid application development and the programming language syntax is not too complex.

I got a couple more things to add to my concept plan soon. - at the curiosity module.

School just started. Once again, recovering my engine to fit into the change in social situation / lifestyle. It will take a while. =)

Ok let me stay useful.

2008-06-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

I added in a download category since Stats counter tells me that most of the people who visit my blog here is because they want a copy of that o2jam bot that I have created like 2 years ago.

I am starting to feel the good effect of "Create once, always there. Create none, nothing last". I just enjoy creating things lal.

I am going to create more things to add to my collections. Hong En's products. hehehe! Extra brain alpha scheduled to be ready by 20th July.

Tmr school reopen again. Changes in situation again. Social changes. I have to cope.

I played dota and found that teaming up can quickly kick the opponents into the rubbish bin. Thrash them.

The Butterfly

2008-06-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

Hehehe. Xiu Wen got a new hobby. Lmao.

Wahahaha! Anyway, this is the end result of what she will get. I am way ahead of her! =)

This one not my effort. It's my brother's. Released like few weeks ago though.

I dream of this....

2008-06-28T01:33:00.000+08:00

I finished coding those message scrollers seen in games, as part of my game engine development. It's in flash though...

Suddenly I realised I got so many things to developed. =) I should just complete things little by little. It's manageable this way.

I haven't forgotten about Extra Brain. Let's see what I can do. =)

I Feel Strong

2008-06-25T00:19:00.000+08:00

I finally completed Trauma Center liao. Killed that spider Savato...

Lost in Blue 2 look very cool. I played it for a while and it is very addictive. I like survival games lal.

It's about this teenager (me) marooned on an island. Then got one teenager girl also maroon on the island. Then must survive. Very fun lei. Hehehe. Then the girl also cute cute one. I like! =D

Playing games is good pleasurable experiences.

Tmr MAGA exam, 3 - 5 PM. Sleep till late late. Eat, then revise more. After exam must go help Kai Wei they all with assignment. A bit sian...Shhhhhhhhh!!!! =D

My Runescape bot help me train my Strength from lvl 67 to lvl 73 liao and it's still going. Hope I don't get ban. Hehehehe!

And I notice something. Consistency can move big mountains. Hmmm
I play brain game everyday. I feel a little bit cleverer. I don't want to become stupid. So must work my brain.

Dota with Wei Zhi just now. All leave until left me and zhi then we chiong opponent in a 2vs2 match. Tough match then that Faerie Dragon go buy DR and mati. Drop DR and they both leave at once. Then we won loh, unexpectedly. Shiok

I go sleep liao.

Understanding Why

2008-06-24T00:02:00.000+08:00

"Trust is a statement about what is otherwise unknown -- for example, because it is far away, cannot be verified, or is in the future." - Wikipedia

"A person who is insecure lacks confidence in their own value and capability, trust in themselves or others, or has fears that a present positive state is temporary and will let them down..." - Wikipedia

I remember this: If we do not get too closely related to people around us, we will never be hurt. But will we truly live a life this way?

I go sleep liao. Tmr exam. I want to learn UML soon. As usual, it sucks because I want to sneeze but cannot sneeze. Zzzz

The Essentials

2008-06-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

Me need sleep.
Me need some kind of exercise every week.
Me need some kind of maths and stuff to activate the brain.

My health is getting lousy. I feel less clever than before. I think I need to change my lifestyle. Really.

It's like computer must maintain. I must maintain myself too or I will start to lag.

Now that I have NDS, it's so convenient lal. It's like a mini laptop. Thanks to homebrewer I get some weird software and applications. And I can put it in my pocket. Kind of love it.

The MP3 player is evil! I think it's better without it. Listening to music when I am relaxing is fine. Listening to music while walking around is definitely not so recommended.

Next week is exam week. Two papers. Actually tmr no school one but I need to go all the way to school to submit that AI assignment..then come back. Darn. Nvm, NDS is looking eagerly at me. =)

Sibei hao lian...

Bye.

Alive and Kicking liao...

2008-06-21T18:41:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Japan, and I have so many things to attend to... =.=

Read email
Kaypo ppl's blogs
Help a classmate with her assignment (NOT YET!)
Help sean install custom firmware on his PSP (NOT YET!)
Help bro upload photos.
Check for nearest existing assignment and when must submit...
Buy some custom hardware for my NDS...

By the time I finish with most of the stuff then I have time to blog...5.47 pm liao... ZZZZZzzz

Tokyo trip is not so bad lal. The ladies there some also quite chio.

Sashimi in Kyoto best liao. Fresh translucent salmon. Sibei shiok.

Osaka best liao. The fashion of the ppl so big and explosive. Got one girl wear until like she just kanna thunder strike. Then got mini skirts and all the wo lala. Their airport sells funny magazine...see liao will high those type.

What's good about Japan:

Toilet damn clean, once you hopped in to shit you don't feel like getting out liao.
Technology damn good. All phones 3G shit and latest technology. Buy food use ticketing machines and remote alarm clocks. Taxi car got automated car door. Airport got LRT one.
Girls damn hot. (Some damn sai)
Society damn open. But I didn't really see the underwear vending machine though.
Service damn good. Kawaii girls greet ppl like crazy.
Workforce damn diligent. That's why toilet damn clean. Then grass all that got "road engineers" there every now and then keeping the area clean, every like 10 mins?
Food lal. Damn nice. And healthy. Singapore the soup is MSG soup. Drink liao will drop hair. Japan the soup is all the good essence, drink liao will grow hair.
Ice cream! Damn soft! And thick. Green tea flavour one, and whatever tea all got, at 300 yen nia. (SGD 3.60)
Mac Donald Damn cheap. 100 yen... for a burger!!!!
Street damn big lal. Can shop around. In singapore cannot see one loh. Orchard road also no fight.

But then I didn't see and cosplay and anime lei... Like a bit disappointed.

What's bad about Japan:

They don't like China ppl cause they have bad impression of them. So when we go they keep staring at us. Got one guy at lan cafe tell me to keep quiet. I wasn't even shouting lou... Cb...
Communication barrier. Sometimes english they also cannot understand one. Say thank you and your body language not right hor they think you saying F you. Just saying.
Ultra polite society. Sometimes you feel pressurize cause you don't know how to react properly...like say you may unknowingly do something "inpolite".
Their arcade no DDR one...want dance also cannot find. Sianz...
Amusement park damn a lot of ppl! Queuing up for one ride takes 1 hours some times.

What's funny about Japan:

Their hot pot is call Na Bei. And their crab is call Kanni. So got one night we all eat Kanni Na Bei.
Their language a lot of "sai". Some sounds like Kanna Sai.

The trip is not bad lal. Not much teens at my age except for one guy I think but we never talk one cause I damn shy then he also damn shy. Then he got a smaller sister who is also very quiet and conservative one. Didn't know her name until Rhyian gave me the msn address yesterday night.

Then got 2 sean. Big one and small one. Small one ultra intelligent and very cute. Father is a coach. Very outgoing and approachable. Big one sat beside me from day 3 onwards. Mischievous fellow, but good to have as a friend.

Then there is Rhyian. First two day very quiet one. Then suddenly 3rd day eat too much sashimi become very hyper and friendly. Doesn't seems to get angry, likes to engage in the youth of himself. He bought a magic wand and has been holding on to it since day 3.

Photos of trip. I'll just dump and call it a day for blogging.

Pictures at Osaka:

Uni Studio

Spiderman

Spider PIG!

Ramen Store

Statue of liberty fake

Osaka's Street

Don't know. Lovely advert. *Wink* *Wink*

Black words read "Masturbation for our incoming generation..." Don't know what it means but enough for my bro and I to go "Wtf lmao". It's in English. I think they typo or something.

Na bei... If I remembered correctly.

Pictures at Kyoto / Somewhere near there:

Papa turtle and baby turtle...Real one hor.

Pure water...

Sashimi...

Mount Fuji...

Tong lei...Very beautiful. See liao will high.

Another one. This one white and blonde.

Pictures at Tokyo:

TK Tower

Erm.. school girls?

TK Street (Inside bus)

temple / palace...

Palace I think

Ya, it is really a palace.

View from hotel

Group photo.

Disney land.

DL Castle

Grand parade at DL

Need for shit Underground.

Remote alarm clock for food.

The balls, I forget the name liao.

No more liao. Got some day my phone no batt so I boh take pictures. Some pictures from my brother's phone.

Oh ya, and mum bought a ds for me liao. Digivice finally died on day 2. Game boy advance still alive and kicking. Today just went out and get custom hardware for ds at a price of 52 SGD.

Now it's time to explore some DS. Before that I'll update the links. Bye bye.

Gone...

2008-06-15T20:07:00.000+08:00

Bye bye soon in like 4 hours time.

Then I realised I do not have an up to date portable console except for Game Boy Advance...which is like so outdated now. Noooooooo. Why didn't I get a Nintendo DS? WHY?!

Never mind.... I better prepare my mp3 player.

Lol, I keep looking and looking for something to bring along with me...

I do not have the latest Nintendo DS nor a PSP.

When I finally opened up my drawers, two of my ancient electronic devices are smiling back at me eagerly...They looked so sincere and loyal, as though they are trying to say "Take me Hong En! Take me with you!!!"

Digi Vice V2 and modified Gameboy Advance with halo back lights...

So I decided to bring them along with me. Digi Vice V2 is still in working condition. As in there is still battery after I have kept it in my drawers for like 2 years?

So interesting isn't it? Good old memories.

Extra Brain dev log 2 (Concept)

2008-06-15T01:51:00.000+08:00

Last updated on: 29th June 2008

Summary

The main purpose of Extra Brain is to act as an extra brain which will exploit the processing power of computers to generate useful logical solutions to simple problems that human beings faced in life.

It will contain a memory block module to keep persistent data. There will also be additional modules to provide functions for the memory. For a start, 3 core modules will be focused on. More modules can be added later.

Curiosity Module:
- For learning new facts & opinions
Statistic Analyzer Module:
- Compute best solution between 2 or more conflicting opinions.
Rewards & Punishment Module
- Robot will become more or less curious based on the user's mood

Screens

Statistic Analyzer Module

Linkages

This module compare opinions with facts. The robot will store a list of opinions and facts that support the opinion. The relationship between facts and opinions shall be made known as a "linkage".

The greater the amount of linkages, the stronger an opinion is. Strong opinions can be resembled as facts. A fact is a strong statement that cannot be argued upon.

Determine a solution

The robot can generate a fixed solution for a user choice of 2 or more selections based on the number of linkages found between the contrasting opinions.

Example:

Opinion 1: Pokemon suck (5 linkages)
Opinion 2: Pokemon is fun (30 linkages)

Robot Result:

Opinion 1: 14.29%
Opinion 2: 85.71%
Conclusion: Pokemon is fun.

Curiosity Module

This module will constantly look out for opinions that are poorly linked with facts. The robot will constantly calculate the average number of linkages for all opinions. Poorly linked opinions are those that fall below the average linkage count.

The robot will then generate questions for the user so that more opinions / facts can be gathered to support the opinions.

Example:

Robot:
"Do you think pokemon is fun?"
User:
"Yes"
Robot:
"How so?"
User:
"I can catch my own pokemon!"
User:
"Then I can train them!"
Robot:
"I see"

Rewards and Punishments Module

This module will ensure the robot adjust itself to fit into the current situation. It will stop asking questions when the user is not in a very good mood. It will keep asking questions if a user is interested in a topic.

It will constantly check for words in responses which may indicate the presence of an irritated user.

Long delay between responses may indicate that user is not interested or does not know what to talk about the current topic.
Short delay between responses may indicate an interested user.
Harsh, crude, and unfriendly comments may mean the user is irritated.

Example:

Robot:
"Do you think pokemon is fun?"
User:
"Shut up!"
Robot:
"I will leave you alone I guess"

Completed, May be revised

About Time

2008-06-14T03:56:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow will be the 2nd last day before I leave Singapore for a trip to Tokyo.

Today I clean up my blog here and there to simplify the user interface.

Remove start panel and moved it to left hand corner
Move the expandable links into a collapsible category
Simplify title, from "Latest Blog Post / Search Results" to "Blog Entries"
Removed "Read --> " in front of all clickable blog entries.
Updated Archives to be in weeks instead of months.

It's time I get the Concept plan with Extra brain done with. I'll upload it tomorrow.

Now it's really time for bed.

Alot to be done suddenly

2008-06-12T03:21:00.000+08:00

When I put myself into commitments and is faithful about all that "putting myself into good use". Personal projects and stuff. And when I still play games. I find that I do not have enough time. Haha. It's funny lal.

Now I am starting to wonder why people out there whining into their blog why this why that and it seems that they will never have enough. Hey man! We are all useful people. I want to leave behind something useful when I am still alive and kicking.

Let me get into projects. =)

I am going to eat cookies liao. I will have the concept for Extra Brain ready by 13th.

I need more time tomorrow to clean up my blog. Must remove the cpanel and place everything on the left here and there. People like to be able to see everything and not click to reveal hidden text. Yes.

Then I must remember to do some practical in order to prepare for MST practical test. Lathe, loft, c++ programming techniques and blah.

Tmr going to help friends with some AI stuff...

Jump into it.

Extra Brain dev log

2008-06-12T02:54:00.001+08:00

Milestones	Ready Date
Extra Brain Concept	13th of June 2008 - Completed
Extra Brain Alpha (Functions) Curiosity Module Statistic Analyzer Rewards & Punishment	20th July 2008
Extra Brain Beta (Clean)	-
Extra Brain Release (Bug Free + Skin up)	-

Event Log

Extra Brain concept to be ready by 13th of June 2008.
Extra Brain concept completed.
Current --> Extra Brain Alpha to be ready by 20th of July 2008.

As I wish 5

2008-06-09T01:53:00.000+08:00

IAUT:

Mesh - Complete
Storyboard - Complete
Concept Drawing - Optional
Site Map - Complete

GDIT

Take picture - Complete
Draft- Complete
Final- Complete

Artificial Intelligence

Breseham Pathfinding - Complete
Code Cleaning up - Complete

I feel like a free man now. =) Imma eat some cookies and play some games. Tomorrow a new schedule will be up. =D Most probably I will start developing some software - personal projects, or change some blog interface. Or write some SCAR script.

Then I'll have a download folder up. *Wink*

As I wish 4

2008-06-08T03:46:00.000+08:00

IAUT:

Mesh - Complete
Storyboard - Complete
Concept Drawing - Optional
Site Map - Complete

GDIT

Take picture - Complete
Draft- Complete
Final- Complete

Artificial Intelligence

Breseham Pathfinding - Target
Code Cleaning up - Target

My GDIT assignment is finally done.

Comparing with previous version....

the new one is definitely better. =) Quality comes with time. How true.

Didn't manage to start on development for Breseham Pathfinding. Will finish AI altogether tomorrow. These few days all design based work and planning. Now it's finally time for some programming!

I just ate pizza and watch Mission Impossible 3 on HBO. Mum reheat the pizza for me. =D Now I'll go check which modules will have exams when school reopen, then I'll go to bed.

As I wish 3

2008-06-07T02:11:00.000+08:00

IAUT:

Mesh - Complete
Storyboard - Complete
Concept Drawing - Optional
Site Map - Complete

GDIT

Take picture - Complete
Draft - Need Improvement
Final - Need Improvement

Artificial Intelligence

Breseham Pathfinding - Target
Code Cleaning up

Wahahaha. The cube of dreams.... My montage for the GDIT assignment.

Not ready for submission yet! Revision needed!

Tomorrow I'll kill artificial intelligence. I agree that I am not working so hard. Sneak in quite a bit of games today. Xiu Wen pointed out that my blog looks complicated. I'll see what I can do after I am done with the assignments.

I should really work harder.

As I wish 2

2008-06-06T01:53:00.000+08:00

IAUT:

Mesh - Complete
Storyboard - Complete
Concept Drawing - Optional
Site Map - Complete

GDIT

Take picture - Complete
Draft - Overdue
Final - Target

Artificial Intelligence

Breseham Pathfinding
Code Cleaning up

I will try and complete GDIT tomorrow. =) Feel lucky?

Oh yes, check out windows live skydrive. Cool storage shed with a whooping 5gb of space! I think I can throw away fileden and stuff already. hehehe.

And for all I know, Microsoft Technology is quite reliable and can last until I am ready to leave this world. *wink* Now that's what I call, enjoy technology. =D

It's even better than sex. Take a look!

Lastly, my dota replays available for download. Some pretty long games.

Click the folder below.

As I wish

2008-06-05T00:34:00.000+08:00

IAUT:

Mesh - Complete
Storyboard - Complete
Concept Drawing - Optional
Site Map - Target

GDIT

Take picture - Target
Draft - Target
Final

Artificial Intelligence

Breseham Pathfinding
Code Cleaning up

I will kill another few red tomorrow. Let's go. Rewards awaits.

Attacking the task

2008-06-04T01:52:00.003+08:00

I want to attack the task. One by one. Tackle it, done, strike it off the list. As simple as that.

I feel motivated, but I feel distracted lal. I need to quickly strike the assingments down and stop procrastinating liao. Tomorrow I will not be playing games.

It's always the same. It's like a quest. Start doing it it will be accomplish quickly. Not doing it and waiting for tmr it will drag and drag. It's always like that! But I always forget. Lalalalalalalala!

Mum booked a trip to Tokyo. I am going there with my brother and mama next week! So shiok. Can see pretty japanese girls and smell japan's technology. Anime, Sashimi, Nintendo, and hentai waiting for me! Yayyyy!

Krait is making friend with me now. But he bit me and my shoulder hurt a bit because I keep touching him.

Then I cannot make it for class chalet. =.= Zzzzz. Nvm, still got next time.

IAUT:

Mesh
Storyboard
Concept Drawing

GDIT

Take picture
Draft
Final

I will start by killing red.

A lot to say oh =)

2008-06-02T01:45:00.000+08:00

I have a lot to say.

First of all it's holiday liao. Damn shiok liao lal. School days so stressful. I am a bit not so social comfortable lal.

Then got assignments to do also. Assignments to be submitted when school reopen. And right immediately when school reopen is exam. =/

Can play lal, but I cannot play too much. Assignments must do lal.

Keep playing Runescape. My legendary game.

Dragon slaying with ruby enchanted bolts hitting damn hard - 42!

Warrior guild shits...

Wish you were here with me...

My final 3d Model for the MAGA assignment.

Bought razer mouse today - Razer Krait. At a price of SGD 45.

Not bonded to it yet.
Because it uses optical light to detect movement. It's jerky on my friction grinded smooth table surface sometimes. It's only the brand that matters! I still prefer my old A4Tech glaser mouse that works even on glass surfaces. But I will do with a black file as a mouse pad as for now. And the scroll is dead slow. It's still pretty sexy I guess.

I made changes to my blog. Holiday I am bound to produce something useful for everyone.

The top navigation.

I realised the tree navigation can be a bit cluttered so I added the main navigation. Links need to be updated though.

The development board. Software that I will be working on...

The jukebox. Now I can spam music. =D

The archive...I used blogger's automated generator / template code now.

Also fixed a coding problem that prevents the jukebox and archive from being shown in the past. Turns out that I have duplicated section in the html! Human error.

The Artificial Intelligence Teacher has elected me for some AI robot competition.

I like it, but I may not be too committed to it. Too much things to handle. I am going to program some little hong en and get them to fight against Chan Hong. Wahahaha. Maybe we can even throw in a bet or two. *wink*. Robocode is the engine, program a bot and entertain me eh?

Anyway, AI has always fascinated me. And I love it very much. A mini brain resembling the main brain. You get what I mean.

Rapist

2008-05-27T02:16:00.000+08:00

Same thing, I rape my computer again.

Finally finished designing the laptop skin. It's not too good, but I don't have too much time to spare on excess things.

Fat resolution takes like 33mb of wtf space. And photoshop lag like fuck. KK, I need my bed.

Good night pal.

Please don't rape the computer

2008-05-26T00:11:00.000+08:00

As promise, I have completed the game! Wizard Quest!

Click here to download game (2mb)

When I have time I will upload a new entry. Everything about wizard quest. Most probably I will start a forum to get some feedbacks too.

Lmao. Both my computer and I are working damn hard. My computer help me play Runescape while I work on my assignment. Hehehehe! :D

Ok I admit I am using a script written by someone else, but when I have the time I will modify it so that it is better and then I'll share it on some community forum okay?

The best part is, Runescape is being played minimized. How cool can that be?!

And the whole day I was raping my computer. One part of it is coping to play Runescape for me, the other part is getting all kinds of weird assignments input from my keyboard, my mouse, and my sketchpad. Luckily it's still alive though. Lol

The computer is actually very powerful. We should not take it for granted. PC for everyone in the past is = you gotta be kidding. Nowaday PC is so common so I have to ultilise the power of machine.

At last...Please don't rape the computer too much.

The Juggling

2008-05-24T01:55:00.001+08:00

Stress is not bad. It is failure to cope with stress, the main problem.

Juggling between my social life, academic performances, and health can be really bad. It's hard to keep the balls rolling.

I think...I have to mend my health first. Start off by getting enough sleep.

Fresh Meat

2008-05-19T23:33:00.000+08:00

Yay! Fly lou!

Wizard Quest....The 2D game that I have to submit by next week. I will upload the game here when I have completed it.

I learnt that a game plan is really useful to speed up the developing process. But I must be flexible with the plan. Sometimes things cannot be seen. They must be felt through experimenting, tweaking, and testing. =)

I also realised something! The radiation from the handphone is very evil! I have offed my phone liao. I will only on it when I need to make a call. Anyway, nobody will call me one except those times in the blue moon. :)

Tomorrow Fresh Meat

2008-05-19T02:23:00.001+08:00

Iban Blast!

Woot!

Finish presentation slide and dungeon and dragon journal liao. Next week finish 2D game, starting from tomorrow. Gd luck have fun liao. Cannot play game for next week else cannot finish 2D game.

Love it baby

2008-05-18T02:52:00.001+08:00

Yea I got my crystal bow! LOL

And Dragon Hally! Double LOL

Look at the awesome special damage! Wahhahaha

Done PCGD report liao. Maga also done. Tomorrow do presentation slides, tune up report, and erm, do that Dungeon and Dragons Journal.

Monday do 2D game assignment.

Beginning of a new quest...

Become a habit...

2008-05-16T00:37:00.000+08:00

Addicted to creating stuff and inventing things just like how I am addicted to playing games. How wonderful. The human brain is interesting. I can change it from one engine to another if I want to. Stop playing games and do more work, then it will stop craving for games and jump into a super productive machine. Cool huh. Like a switch toggle.

Sick and not sleeping at this time is suicidal. Very soon it will be way too beautiful girl... lol

At last it's done, I will focus on PCGD now. Change of priority. Good night honey.

Interrupted

2008-05-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

I got a little problem. Want to sneeze but cannot sneeze. It's horrible.

I have no time to update the links again. Because I am working on that MAGA assignment.

She is not so pretty. But still, I am pretty happy with her as my first 3d Model. It's like first love. Lol

I hope the teacher grade me by how much I learnt than by the amount of flaws I have made.

Crucial Dateline

2008-05-13T23:02:00.001+08:00

I want to complete the following by end of this week:

MAGA Assignment
PCGD Report and PPT Slide

Go jia you jia you! Don't know what happen. Today suddenly kanna fever. But getting better now after popping the panadols. I should sleep to prepare for tomorrow.

Short schooling hours = more time for assignments.

Interesting...

Anti Diversion

2008-05-11T22:55:00.001+08:00

Knock out the distractions. I got things to complete.

Focus focus focus.

Charge out. Success is guaranteed with a complete dedication.

Sometimes, I have to start believing that it is inevitable that I won't meet up peer to peer conflicts when I had to get things done right. It's just bits and parts of life. I must learn to adapt. It's okay to make mistake and sprout problems. Solve problems, not find all sorts of ways to prevent them from occuring.

Hao ren nan zhuo lal. Agree with me. Please do.

Overclocked

2008-05-11T09:52:00.000+08:00

Was suppose to be at home, playing Runescape and doing the usual stuff.

But I kanna psycho to go for the FOR that I have initially decline going. The mastermind behind all the plan is Yiming, who consulted the infamous Psycho Master Shi Yun to psycho me. SO, after a long psychoing session on the great msn messenger, I made up my mind, threw every single thoughts I had into a rubbish bin, dump it, and went there with hope of a new beginning.

The outing experiences turns out to be great. I decided for myself that I will be a bit more sociable today. I tune in a bit and goes roller coasting my way down with the people with an undying thirst. What could be better than having the abilities to interact and talk to girls? On top of that, that long lost mango from my class was there with all the other people. Woot! Bonus!

Chapter 1 - Eruptions

The route to the journey begins with a bus ride, back onto a train route, and then finally, our destination. First thing first is stomachache. Then go toilet shit shit. =.=

Chapter 2 - Eye Candies

You know what's after a good shit? Girls! The best part is, I don't have to worry about a stomachache halfway in my quest to jio zhao bo. Damn shiok. Talk cock with Mango and Shu Juan and had a nice walk down to the place where everybody is.

Chapter 3 - Friendly

It's true. A friendly face brings in a comfortable aura and ease tensions. Go all around and talk cock here and there.

Chapter 4 - Cards Can Talk

Play cards loh. Dai Di. Laugh around, eat some food, had fun. Make friends.

Chapter 5 - The Walk

This part damn good. 30 minutes walk to the bicycle shop from our BBQ area. Me, Yiming, Mango, Shi Yun, Shu Juan. Nobody else there to disturb our peace. I damn happy man lal. Jio zhao bo again. Lucky bastard.

Chapter 6 - Excite Bike

Got onto a bicycle and rode all the way back to where we are. The night came out to play.

Chapter 7 - Drain

I used up a lot of energy to maintain the momentum. Chances are, they have their limit. And I have reached the limit.

Chapter 8 - Stress Cube

Know of rubix cube? Great, <don't know how to spell his name> is there to teach me. Then we play stress. He is competitive and aggressive, but that really makes the game challenging for me.

Was suppose to be at the BBQ area jioing zha bo and telling more things about myself. But then some people came into the scene and started a game of dai di then I cannot tell more in-depths details about myself liao. Malu lal! Sian diao.

Chapter 9 - Well Alone Enough

I have reached the limit, I find myself incapable of interacting with the crowd anymore. Not with my uptight facial expression and tired looking face. So I hit the road and seek peace within myself. Buy potato chips at seven 11. Met Eggone and the group there. Eggone is like "Hong En, how come you come alone? Emo sia.".

Chapter 10 - The Art of Idle

By this time mango have already left. I wanted to take picture with her one lal, but then she gone liao. Sian diao. The place damn boring without any talks for me. Shu Juan and Yiming tired. Shi Yun sitting in a group that I never get a headstart to go with their conversation. So I was like wandering around, poking my nose into here and there. Hello, bye bye, hello, bye bye...

Chapter 11 - Let's Start a Fire!

Chicken wings are discovered! Some of them is like "Let's make a fire" and "BBQ the chickens"! I actually helped out at first. Then some senior came to help instead. So I sat behind them and talk cock until the fire is ready. Then I wanted to BBQ, but they still insisted in taking over. So I sat behind them and continue talking cock until all the food are done. Oh ya, before I forget. Got 1 part Yiming they all come back from their bicycle trip. Then Yiming ask me go take potatoe chip. Then I open the chips and we start munching. Then Shi Yun sit beside me quiet quiet, take eat take eat. Then she suddenly look at me and realised I bought the chips with my own pocket money. Then she is like sorry sorry. Damn cute lal. I think she very hungry. Wahaha. XD

Chapter 12 - When the Cold Wind Blow

Just when the last few chicken wings is about to be ready hor, Bloody hell knn ccb. Symptoms of a heavy storm began to show. So we all grab things and zhao to the shelter there loh.

Chapter 13 - Looks can be deceiving

We play indian poker. Forfeit is eat otah. Basically it's a game where each player place a card on his forehead. All other players can see each other players card but not their own card. When it's time for a showdown, the player with the smallest card gets to do the forfeit. Wah, first time in my life I learnt about how others think about me. About the art of trusting, karma, and even more. It's really very interesting. We form ally between one another. It's simple, whatever goes around, comes around. If I don't sabo, people don't sabo me. If I help someone, he will help me back. Those who sabo me will get a taste of their medicine when the time comes. I don't even have to do anything. Hehehe. As simple as that. Papa always tell me, if I don't do anything bad, luck will always be on my side, no matter what.

Chapter 14 - Home Run

After that is boring stuff lal. Clean up and lots of stuff. Then I go home liao. Was suppose to take pictures but I didn't manage to get any in the end because of a few cockups here and there. Should have taken it earlier loh. It pays to drag. Never mind lal.

More Runescape

2008-05-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

sharparbok!

I know. This is so true. As long as you have a dedication to something in life. You will succeed.

The more you do, the more you become bonded to it.

The lesser you do, the lesser you become bonded to it.

Time to strip game bond for a while and bond with school work.

Let me game fast for a week or so. Challenge: 10 Days

Go. I can do it.

Runescape Goals

2008-05-05T22:54:00.000+08:00

http://draynor.net

Funny lal

2008-05-05T00:04:00.000+08:00

Sometimes hor. Games are really entertaining. Really...

Wtf...What kind of stupid ghost costume is that?!

It's so unique. So I asked for the price. No doubt, it's very unique too...

Aiya! Reversion

2008-05-04T01:45:00.002+08:00

I have reverted my blog to old school classical skin.

~~I think I am going to revert my blog back to "normal blog".~~

Because the current skin, although very cool, never really gets updated, and is seriously limited to custom add-on. =)

Maybe I will put aside the skin and plan for future development with it. I needa convert to old skin, and modify a bit of stuff.

I have to relink my friends and stuff. =)

"Looking back, it kind of motivating looking at what I have done in the past, I need to spring into action....really"

The Diff

2008-05-03T16:30:00.003+08:00

Time in game: Fast
Time in life: Slow

Rewards in game: Known
Rewards in life: Unknown, unpredictable

Rate of failure in game: Static
Rate of failure in life: Varies

Step by step procedure in game: Spoon fed
Step by step procedure in life: Figure it out yourself. Fail and cry

Chances after failure in game: Unlimited
Chaces after failure in life: Limited

When you don't see, you don't know.
When you don't know you are not confident of doing it.
When you are not confident of doing it, you are not motivated to do it.
When you are not motivated to do it, you do nothing

It's completely different. Now I understand why so many people enjoy playing games now.

Higher Advances

2008-04-30T21:20:00.001+08:00

Iron Man is one awesome piece of sex!

Technology is mystifying.... and amazing!

Last time fantasy is in lalaland world of dreams. Nowadays we have better technology, and movies such as iron man are born. These movies, right in front of our eyes, illustrated a really good concept of what we may be able to develop and produce in the future.

Super computer with super speed voice interpreting software, super 3d modeling software with the ability to "try out" a product in digital format before heading on to create a prototype, super battery that never really runs out... How cool can that be?!

Who knows what will happen next time. Will we be able to create what we always dream of creating? I believe so...By then, we can see, smell, and feel the real thing... and the future seems so really very promising.

Welcome to the world of intelligence... =)

What a logic!

2008-04-27T20:23:00.001+08:00

Say

Do it today, it gets done someday
Do it tomorrow and it never get done

Do it everyday and it becomes as easy as breathing.

A bit stupid...

2008-04-25T00:51:00.001+08:00

It's just a simple mistake. Why didn't I see it?! Ahhhhhhhhh! Brain not working well lal. The blur screen resolution is not caused by Vista Transformation pack at all! It's just some stupid Catalyst settings that I have forget to set.

And I reformatted my computer blah blah blah. For the whole afternoon.

Never mind, at least it's clean again.

Expanding ChewSoft

2008-04-24T00:08:00.000+08:00

http://chewsoft.com

Uploaded snake in ready to play mode at chewsoft. =)

Did a reskin of ChewSoft.com. Gotta keep it updated now.

I need to take care of myself. Sleep early. Need to survive longer to do more things in life...

Will be targeting on a few categories.

Flash games
Portable console homebrew games
3rd Party for Blog
Novels
Graphics

Each of them shall form a big "portal" of their own when I develop and produce enough content that it becomes messy.

I got things to do now!

Job Done

2008-04-23T01:27:00.000+08:00

ClassicSnake4DS is done and ready for playing!

I'll see where to upload it tomorrow. =) Most probably on ChewSoft.com. I will need to touch up on my website too.

Portable!

2008-04-22T00:32:00.001+08:00

The whole day I was trying to port the snake I have program in Flash to Nintendo DS.

Luckily Actionscript to C wasn't too difficult. And I have some results!

Fortunately...Will upload to my website when all features are ported over.

Snake

2008-04-21T00:24:00.001+08:00

I programmed Snake!!!!

I studied people's source code, then work out my own version from scratch.

Yay!!!!!!!!!!! Really happy with myself. =)

Let's make more games!

An Unexpected Error has occur!

2008-04-19T04:05:00.001+08:00

I don't know. I want to laugh. I want to smile. I want to have fun with everybody. I want to look sincere.

But I feel uptight, nervous, confuse, and distorted.

I don't know. I am not sad. I am not emo. But I feel helpless because I feel so nervous all over. I don't know why I feel like that also.

Silence should be the best solution from a list of bad solutions when such a scenario occur I guess. I don't want to offend anybody also, just in case... just in case they misunderstand my body language. It has occur so many times in the past that sometimes I doubt myself.

Forbidden Kingdom was a nice movie. It is very meaningful and at times, pretty amusing. Out of 5 stars, I give 4 stars. The ending part is like so sudden. Some said battle scenes wasn't enough. Overall, I think its short, sweet, and marvelous.